Life Thoughts

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

I feel like I really want to share something I have come to realize within the past few months.

Life is so, so short.

It's a simple concept implemented inside of us ever since we could comprehend life matters, but it always seems we shove it in the dark hollows of our mind; if we forget about it long enough, it won't not be a reality anymore.

Wrong, unfortunately.

The presented thing to is over the centuries is a sole concept: time goes on, no matter what you do, what you think or what you say. It's a ticking continuum, going as fast for the richest man in the world to the woman going through a tragedy to a family struggling to hold itself together.

My father always reminds me of this: God gave you and every single person in this world 24 hours a day, 168 hours a week and 365 days of the year, what will you do with it?

It's a known fact you will eat, you will sleep, you will meet up with friends and family and go to school or work, but are you using those 365 days to the fullest?

Being a teenager brings lots of worries that can plague us, they expand in our minds and make us sometimes forget the bigger picture. All these countless worries added together lead to such a loss of the limited time we have in the world all for nothing.

But instead of worrying over trivial matters, we should try and find the bigger picture. Value every stage in our life, focus on the present and worry less about the future. Find ways to help yourself learn and teach others, instead of dwelling in your negative thoughts.

I convince myself of these concepts, for I know I won't be where I am forever. It's hard sometimes to realize how much we get caught up in worries, what people think of us, what we think of ourselves and end up wasting so many opportunities to succeed and help others.

Delaying gets you nowhere. If you have something you aspire to do right now, don't wait until you're thirty. By then you would have watched the world pass you by, found someone who accomplished exactly what you wanted while you sat and waited in self wonderment.

Stories of the people who are given a short amount of time to live continually inspire me. The way they end up trying to accomplish so much in a little time is amazing, and I believe we should try to learn to live like that.

Like maybe today might be our last. Who knows?

God knows.

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I found this post a few days back and instantly fall in love with it. I don't know her but I think there's a strong ionic bond between Gina and I.

FULL CREDIT TO GINA THE RANTESS

I only changed some parts here and there, okay. So, if you agreed with this post, pleaasssse vote it at the link above.

I want to inspire people but it can be hard. If you want to as well, just don't give up.

NOTE : 11 DAYS TO GO BUT I'M HERE STILL PROCRASTINATING

Fly to UK

(WARNING: A LOT OF CUSSING AND BROKEN MANGLISH)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM


before that , i nak congrats to japanese choral speaking team 'cuz menang 2nd runner up di UTM, KL last 4th May .. yeay ! thanks kepada adik - adik and kakak - kakak yang dapat tahan sensei membebel and jerit - jerit from saya and adawiah sampai bernanah telinga . truth , kalau tak marah , kita takkan dapat menang rm800 tu . Alhamdulillah .. tapi tu duit sekolah , jangan happy nor .

back to our topic , sekarang ni tengah mid year exam . hell , tengah cuti hari wesak ni . orang lain duk struggling their arses off for setudi untuk paper esok . well me , duk update blog . haha , who gives a shit what am i going to do anyways ..

pagi tadi , bangun untuk solat subuh , then tidur balik , then bangun balik . dengan air liuq meleleh , i pergi google "macam mana nak dapat tawaran sambung belajar ke UK" .. hah hengkau , exam mid year belum abis , dah berangan nak belajar overseas . spm pun entah - entah result yang .. hmmmmm .. bukan apa , i'm freaking nervous about this . idk , this damn thing keep running in this lil head of mine .

mesti ada yang bertanya, "kenapa mesti nak sambung belajar ke luar negara? kat malaysia ni banyak .. bajet minah london" first of all , the reasons behind my eagerness nak lari ke negera orang ni ialah .. idk . yeah , i don't fucking know . it just happens . maybe , because i fall in love with british boys . maybe je laa .. tapi memang saya suka kat london . kadang - kadang rasa guilty kat cikgu sejarah . selalu tekankan nilai murni cintakan negara dan tanah air . but me , kat otak terbayang - bayang the thames , big ben clock , and of course , the famous london bridge . apalah agaknya feeling dapat belajar kat negara orang . pengalaman pun dapat , kan ..

bila cakap pasal after spm , maybe i nak terus amik A-Level . okay , itu nanti after mid year exam nak lari jumpa counselor dengan Diyana . sebab dia nak sambung belajar ke jordan . yeah , under medic . saya maybe engineering .. kut . b'cuz my mum ask me to . tapi i minat computer . pelik , form 4 amik sains sukan . terlajak habis ..

actually , i nak belajar di UCL kalau boleh . stands for University College London . woah , nama gempak abis ! tapi risau gak . first , kalau application tak diterima . second , takut - takut kalau jadi macam akaq ni ..

"gagah jugakla mohon universiti lain seperti University College London (UCL)- Dapat tawaran, tapi bapak tak bagi." - Kak Saidah from Saidah Asilah's Blog

if this happens on me , mesti rasa nak terjun bangunan after tu . huihh , tapi tengok takdir Allah jugak lah kan . Insya-Allah , kalau ada rezeki , dapat arr .. kalau tak dapat UCL , nanti ada free time , i google - google university mana yang ok kat london . hope my father takde a part in his head that said ,

"aku tak nak anak aku pergi negara orang, kena culture-shock . balik nanti dah takde rupa orang melayu." - Papa

 i cuba cari yang kat london dulu sebab kalau dapat yang countryside , risau nak cari food supply yang halal susah . kalau kat london , mana tahu ter-stumble dengan Trisha Malik ke - zain's mom , tukang masak halal di london . boleh amik gambar dengan bakal mak mertua i . tukar - tukar nombor sekali ke . mana tahu kan .. kalau dah jodoh , tak ke mana ♪ oh ! mana tahu terjumpa wandee ke . hehehe ..

"Kalau anda muslim, lebih afdhal mencari tempat yang senang dapat sumber makanan halal. Sebelum study di sini, kawan sekerja yang pernah study di UK pernah pesan, pilih bandar yang kita akan rasa ok untuk tinggal. Macam, ada entertainment ke, ada shopping complex, wayang, kemudahan senang." Kak Sophie from Sophie Al-Yahya

banyak preparation kena buat oii .. like , fulus . yeah , ringgit malaysia vs pound . huishh , dah lah aku ni kedekut . duit belanja mama bagi tiap - tiap hari pun aku pakai 60 sen je maximum . ni kan pula , bila pakai GBP . memang balik dari sana *Insya-Allah* , makin kurus rasanya .. lagi , i think i wanna tame my frizzy hair for a bit . baju untuk 4 seasons semua tu , memang duit sangat penting . JADI , MULALAH MENABUNG DARI SEKARANG ! :P

tapi kan , kalau result spm i teruk , macam mana nak pergi ? sebab tu cuti sekolah nanti , i rasa i nak terperuk kat tempat tuition pn. hamidah tu . yelah , engineering kena terer addmaths and physics . biar masuk segala ilmu kalau bertapa lama sikit kat sana . kalau tak , cukup - cukup makan je lah markah addmaths tu ..

lagipun , i ada friend kat sana - Georgia . yah , pure londoner .. so , senang sikit nak jalan - jalan kat negara orang . but if i tak dapat pergi london , australlia or new zealand or ireland lah harapnya .. tak kan paris pulak kan , dah kalau ada tangan kayu macam ni -_-

sebelum tamat post kali ini , nikmatilah pemandangan di sekitar london .. ✈

shit! i can't wait for winter to come !

Insya-Allah , usaha ada , jalan Allah akan bagi . Eyy , excited pulak nak pergi sana *flip hair*

P.S : Kalau I tak dapat kahwin dengan Zayn , tapi dengan Niall , I akan terima takdir itu dengan seadanya

P.P.S : Can anybody tell me , result yang membolehkan saya lepas untuk study overboard?

P.P.P.S : I'm so damn-fucking-bullshsit-nervous 'bout going there !

ohh , did i mention that i fucking love British accent .. ❣

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