SAYA 'SAYANG' CIKGU

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

It's been more than a year since the last time I'm here. With all the assignments and quizzes, memang babailah blogging.

But, something has been bugging me for the past few days and I don't know where should I let this out. So, here I am.. pouring my heart out. I feel like I need to clarify something although I know there's no clarification need to be done.

It started when Adawiah and Nadhirah shared something that I've never expected from them. They said that ramai kawan diorang tanya, "kawan awak dengan cikgu tu ada apa-apa ke?". They'd replied, "takdelah.. memang sejak kecik dia rapat dengan cikgu-cikgu."

Yup, if you're following my Instagram or Twitter (when I was still a college student).. you would find pictures of me and Encik Am (bukan nama sebenar lol). But that doesn't mean there's something going on between us two. C'mon... dia lecturer kut. Garang pulak tu.

Meh, I citer sikit about him and what makes people think we're 'together'..

Info mengenai nama sebenar, umur, tarikh lahir, tempat tinggal, tempat lahir, sekolah, kolej, ataupun universiti akan dirahsiakan demi menjaga privasi beliau (cek pun gusar kut-kut depa terjumpa post ni mati cek nanti). What I can share ialah we have common interests which are books and biology (also both of us anak sulung and from all girls/boys school lol). I first knew him on May 31st, 2015 bila cikgu Hasni perkenalkan lecturers dari unit biologi. He taught us for one semester (1.6.2015 - 12.10.2015 hah kiralah sendiri berapa hari hahaha).

I used our picture together as my profile picture and rumours erupted. Maklumlah, dia lecturer paling 'hot' kat kolej (siyes tak tipu). Even you're not a biology student, pasti anda akan kenal dia jugak lagi-lagi dia rajin jog petang-petang keliling kolej.

Berbalik kepada gambar.. weh, masalahnya aku pun pernah pakai dp dengan sensei kat fb/insta/twitter, post gambar selfie dengan cikgu/lecturer lain duh.. tapi dengan sir ni jugak nak dipot petnya.

Hah, comelkan...

Also, orang yang rapat dengan aku kadang ada report pasal orang bisik-bisik kiteorang selalu berdua kat admin. Let me clarify something.

1. I, saya, わたし, 내가 (hah amik ni) memang akan ajak SESIAPA pun untuk tanya soalan or anything yang tak faham pergi jumpa lecturer. TAPI, majoritinya ditolak dengan alasan sir garang. Apa dengan aku dia tak garang? Words like, "karang saya baling awak dengan pen/kasut or gigit jugak budak ni" memang dah biasa dengar. Sama je... dia memang akan selalu attack soalan lepas dia terangkan so that you akan lebih faham. Kalau ada luck, soalan luar silibus yang dia tanya tula akan keluar dalam exam.

2. Bukan dia seorang je lecturer biologi yang aku jumpa. Name it, InsyaALLAH lecturer tu kenal Faiz. Selalunya Cik Hasni or Pn. Rohaya or Pn. Mazuin or Pn. Hayana yang akan I seeked answer kalau sir takde. AND, kalau diorang (my friends) tak nak jumpa sir, I ajak jumpa lecturer lain, depa akan cakap malaslah.. penatlah.. so? Is it my fault if you could only found me alone wandering in the admin?

3. My sunbae, abang Kadir (antara alumni yang dibanggakan kolej) pernah pesan kat kiteorang dulu waktu first-first masuk kolej.

"Study with the lecturer that you most comfortable with. Tak kisahlah dia ajar subjek apa, minta izin nak tumpang belajar di meja dia and do your work/revision. Jadikan dia SUMBER INSPIRASI awak..."

And yes, that's what I did. I studied and did my works at his table. Because I know he has a lot of knowledge and I even asked him questions yang bukan biologi (selalunya English la, cuz his English is SUPERB). Beliau nampak pendiam tapi IQ.. perghhh!

Rumours about saya berdua dengan cikgu ni dah basi la. Even if you thought that it is just a RUMOR, it can brings harm to other people also. I still remember.. waktu tu nak interview untuk jadi Ketua Pengawas, my guru disiplin asked me perihal En.Masrom hantar balik rumah sebab tertinggal kunci. Waktu interview weh! And you know what, En. Masrom is my tok cik.. which is my mum's uncle. So,basically he IS my family.

In conclusion, tolonglah jangan assume yang bukan-bukan if you don't know the real story. I ADRIME En. Am as he is my GREATEST lecturer (for now). When our class threw a party (more like jamuan) and jemput about 50 lecturers, yang datang tak sampai 10 pun. And he is one of the lecturers yang datang.

Dengan peluh menitik (sebab cuaca agak panas that day), dia jalan kaki datang ke bbq site. Padahal dia baru habis jamuan jugak, dia sanggup habiskan makanan yang kami served, amik gambar dengan kita semua walaupun muka nampak SANGAT penat. Forced to smile when asked for a selfie (but when I asked, dia tak senyum pun cet!). I'm truly grateful for him. My big THANK YOU tak cukup buat sir yang sanggup hadirkan diri walaupun beliau dah tak ajar pun untuk semester 2.

So, tak payahlah nak kaitan saya dengan sir lagi ya. Kesian dia.. dah lah gambar dia selalu kena curik kat admin tu. tsk tsk tsk.. He is JUST my lecturer and I am JUST his student.. 끝.

To wrap this up.. nah my collection of selfies with him. Hope there will be no more rumors bout us.. :)

Taken a day after becoming his ex-student

Taken during our jamuan

Taken during the last week at college

Taken during MPPB week

Taken at the last day I met him

The last words I heard from his own mouth (face to face) were,"Take care..."

PEACE OUT.

NOTE : Kalau selama ni aku cakap ada crush kat cikgu ni faham-fahamlah itu hanyalah gurauan semata-mata.